Scott came over last night and hung out with me and Nikki. I still really like Tim but I dunno....there's something about Scott too. He said the day b4 yesterday that he wanted to be more than friends soon because he "had to be with me" Who knows? Eh....I won't get my hopes up. Anyway, I'm off. Later

My computer's working again! Finally! I'm so excited. LoL. I took a bunch of new pictures of me since I cut my hair. You can't really tell from these pix but my hair's about 2 1/2 inches in the back. Wicked cool, huh? Well, I've been meeting cool guys left and right but I think today I might've fucked up a great chance with a guy named Tim. He came over with me and Courtney to watch Sid and Nancy but I'm not supposed to have guys over. I didn't know my mom comes home for lunch almost everyday and guess what...she came home. I freaked, she freaked, courtney freaked, Tim freaked. So I guess I'm grounded.....I hope Tim isn't afraid to talk to me now. I also met a wicked cool guy named Scott. He knows EVERYONE that I know. Including Vania! He's at her house all the time. How crazy huh? I dunno....things are alright I guess. I've been hanging out with Nicole a lot lately too. Speedin' along. I dunno if it's best but at the moment, I don't mind. School's out for winter break. I've never been happier for FREEZING cold weather. I needed a break so bad. But now all I have to look forward to is History and Topics of Algebra. Ok Ok, I do have photo 2 and psych. but still, that's alot of work to handle all in one semester. Oh Well, I can't complain because I got my alltime FAVORITE teacher, Mr. White for photo and 1st hour is gonna be PiMp!!!! LoL. Hmmmm........As for my "job" with Shitty Ass Records....Zic keeps me waiting too much. I can't get notices at the last minute for a show I'm supposed to be at so I think I'm givin' that jazz up. At least for now but maybe I'll get a job at Ritz Cameras or some photo studio at the mall. Who knows? Shit, I'd be happy working at Walmart's portrait studio..just as long as i'm behind a camera....ya dig? Yeah, I think that's it cuz this is gettin' long...I'm gonna get Carple Tunnel or however u spell it. Well, I'mma take my grounded ass to the living room and hope the 'rents get home....or Timmy calls....whichever comes first I suppose.

Ahhhhh.....it's been too long. Still no computer. I haven't been to sleep yet and it's only 7:12 am. I'm at school. The bell is gonna ring soon so I really don't have time to write but I have been writing a lot on www.myspace.com

whoever's reading this should definately check it out. Hmmmm.....I spent the whole night last night talking to my friend Tim. He's such a sweetheart. A great catch. Too bad I have the luck of an avacado.

An update....


Not much time to type. Josh spent the night last night. I'm so weak. I gave in again. What am I doing? Over and Over and Over again.

Heh......I just thought that was funny. I finally slept last night around four, once i got home from school. Nikki called and we went for a walk last night. I hope I see her again today because I need her to call this guy for me. I'm in creative foods. I guess I'm supposed to be baking a cake but once again, Sandy took over the entire assignment. My computer's still fucked up so I don't know when I'll be able to write again. Maybe tomorrow. I'm not sure but anyway, I should get back to looking like I'm doing something. Until...whenever, later days.

I AM NOT THE ROOSTER....goodnight. It is 8:40 in the morning. Good morning. Eh...haven't slept in over 24 hours....speeding along.....meh......

Well children, it has been quite a while since I have last written in this here blog. My computer crashed and is being fixed right now so it might be a while before I'm able to write as often as usual. Everything's pretty much been the same around here. Thanksgiving was alright. I hung out around my house with my freakishly large family and then got a ride over to Courtney's house. Her mom's been a vegetarian for 10 years so there was more food that I could actually eat over there.
Anyway, I'm gonna put up a pic of sekziness to brighten up my life....as well as yours. He looks like this guy Bryer that I go to school with...yum!

Well, I started my rag (aka Pasqual). Yes, disgusting right? Imagine how I feel! It's been about 4 to 5 months since I last saw a bloody tampon so I wake up this morning and go to pee and I look down...no joke, the first words out of my mouth were "WTF is that?!" You see, when you go so long without menstration, you forget that bleeding is normal. LoL. I'm a weird kid. Anyway, tomorrow's the last day of school before Thanksgiving. I need a break so bad. I got my first job offer with Shitty Ass Records for Dec. 18th. I really hope nothing goes wrong and I get to do it. I'm gonna be taking pics at a show at The Buzz. I'm so excited. Besides that, nothing's really new. So I guess until next time.....Later bitches

I had a date yesterday with Austin. We went to the movies to see The Cat In The Hat but ended up seeing Love Actually which royally sucked. We left the movie halfway through and he took me home. That was it. I dunno, I don't think I like him as much now as I did before but maybe that's just me putting my guards up before I need to. Zach spent the night. He was too sleepy to drive back to Gilbert because he didn't even get to my house until midnight so he slept in my bed with me until 6 this morning. It was nice, he just held me and slept. We kissed a bit but I felt comfortable. Not looking for anything to come out of that but he left his wallet. I'm hoping that he subconciously wanted to come back and that's why he left it but I'm sure he was just tired. LoL. I am kind of worried though because I was scared he'd fall asleep driving home. he lives about an hour away and I called today around 1 PM and his roomate's all "Oh, Nikki, what time did he leave your house?" And I told him 6 Am and he goes, "Hmmm...hasnt come home yet." But Jake says he probably crashed at his aunt's house because it was her truck that he drove here. Hehe...his license picture is cute. and He snores. Shhh....I never said that.